My legs, still heavy with sleep, rounded their way through
the slumbering neighborhoods. The only people this early on a Friday were either
racing to get to their jobs across town or just now grabbing the paper in the
drive, with robes a little to carelessly draped. But they didn’t expect to see
anyone anyways.
It was going to be another warm one as it was not yet seven
but already my skin was tingling and warmed- not just from exertion, but the
escalating sun.
“Should have worn a tank top” I thought as my cotton tee
would serve not only as a reminder of my first year coaching, but quite
possibly leaving a mark of this run- depending on the length.
Morning Miles.
It’s funny, running in Spokane. It’s pretty easy to get
lost, but not. There are neighborhoods and then, suddenly, nothing.
I decided to stay suburban today, hoping to get lost amongst
the people: hidden in the crowd.
This summer days, you know the ones; already warm even
though you woke up early just to get out the door. And even though you woke up
early, you feel fully rested, slept and refreshed. The grass actually looks
greener. It has either been trimmed or about to be. Either way, that smell, oh
that glorious smell in the air. It floats, flitters, and glides along with me.
I am sorry to anyone who is allergic to this because honestly it might be one o
my favorite smells. Along with bonfire, and roasting marshmallows (even if they
catch on fire), it fills me with the great joy of summer. Just like when
Maverick and Goose win the first volleyball game. Greatest high five in movie
history. All up there with new running shoes and old bookstores.
The green isn’t like any green you can see anywhere else in
the world. I call it “Pacific Northwest Green.” It stays year round. It’s the
green that has been soaked in freshness. It’s the green that stands strong
against the gray, gloom we see far too often in Seattle and so very rarely in
Spokane.
And there it is, before the sun rises too high, the pop and
fizzle and flow of the sprinklers. That sound, how do you even put it into
words? How can the beauty and peace of the moment and sounds be put into a
description worthy enough?
Climbing the final hill, I curse myself for the chosen
route. It is two more miles to my apartment. And they are all uphill. Hills are
good for you thought. They make you strong, make you tough. And they keep you
strong, keep you tough.
Sometimes, at this point of my runs, I attempt to trick
myself, but today I try to focus: on my breath, my form, my run. I get caught
at the light only for a second, just long enough to take in the smell of
freshly baking bread at the nearby bakery. And to realize how desperately hot
it is getting.
My legs gain a little but more momentum as they drop and
rise through the gaps in the sidewalk. Now I am no longer trying to trick
myself, I am hungry. No, not the typical runner hungry for more miles, faster
times. I want breakfast.
Rounding through the final neighborhood, I am soaked with
sweat, completely satisfied. The run filled a void today. Even if just for a
little bit.
Changing into my dry clothes, I realize the shirt I am
putting on was borrowed not too long ago after a similar long run. That one was
with company and a different need was met then. I liked those routes we ran,
the trails we trampled those times, those talks. Actually, I miss them.
Enough to want to call those training partners, but there is
something holding me back.
Maybe a few more hills on my own, a few more tempos, a few
more long, tough ones on my own before I attempt that again. Gotta make sure I
can handle it, make sure I can hold my own.
So I’ll just wear the shirt as a reminder I survived it once
before. And if you don’t mind, I am going to enjoy the last little bits of
summer, barbeques, breakfasts, bonfires, and s’mores.
Wahhooo great balls of fire.
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